This used to be my favourite photo of me
Used to be?
What’s your current favourite?
I say ‘used to’ as it’s just so old now and I’ve changed so much.
When I took this photo I hated it because it showed my face so clearly, but after a time I realised that my eyes where saying so much here. I was so trapped in my life at this point in time and there is no joy in me, my eyes however are full of emotion and to see that I still had something left me in was something to cling too.
I’m far from that place now and so to say it is my favourite just isn’t right, I can’t look back at the time with any found memories at all, and that includes pictures.
However I don’t have a favourite recent photo of my by myself. I guess is still see to many flaws.